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I tip my glass and toast to you, my blood spills on the carpet. / 2002-09-07 - 11:35 a.m.
I'm moving today. Thus closes a year long chapter in my life. Still, I'm not sure how I'm feeling about this.

There is so much that's been gained this year and I feel like there's part of it I may be losing if I'm not careful. I know though, that change is inevitable and that this last year has been hard for me. I've already changed so much and there's still so much more to be done, all I can do is keep this forward motion going.

Next weekend, I'll have everything moved out of this apartment and put into storage. I'll close the door on this place, but I won't be coming back here.

And honestly, closing the door on what is now my past, moving on to this new future that I know nothing about, scares the living hell out of me-- and excites me at the same time.

Here's to something new.