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| a way out.. / 2002-07-19 - 1:25 a.m. |
| Tucson, driving after work. Seeing Tool. If its one thing that totally owns me, its music. Tonight was no exception. Blurred notes, pretty voices and tail-lights. Smoking my last cigarette of the night, re-living the lights at the venue. Sweat flowing down the small of my back as I swayed back and forth, looking between the video screen full of nude bodies and Maynard. A voice that can carry me away anytime, to any place but here. Here is where I am, tonight is where I want to be. Can you see me smiling? Either can I, but I know its there. Tired. My eyes are sore from the pot laced smoke filtering in under my glasses as much as my own sweat was. Catching myself in the mirror a moment ago, I look completely strung out. Its time for rest, I think, but your guess is as good as mine as to how I'll get there. With this last drag, I bid goodnight to you and to this random entry. |