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| better to burn out than to fade away....? / 2002-04-08 - 12:26 p.m. |
| I am so utterly bored with my career. Sitting outside, having a smoke and realizing that right now, if I were any more apathetic towards what happens here, I could be considred clincally dead. Of course, with that in mind, I am not sure what direction to take with it now. Do I find a new job, a new area of study? Start all over after accumulating these years of knowledge? I'm young and now is the time to really do something about this discontent, before I hit middle age and feel like I've wasted time. I already feel like I've wasted time. The problem is not knowing what I should have been spending my time on. I'm exhausted. I'm so ready to go home and give up on all of this. Except I'm stuck because I need the money. Ahh, what it would be like to be independantly wealthy. Can't get there without working for it, can I? Well. What to do now. I've often thought of going into business for myself. Doing what though. I'm not sure that I'd want to go into business doing web design. I'm not entirely sure I could handle that, being that I'm so tired of it. There's another phrase for this. Burn out. 24 years old and burnt out already. Well, I suppose its time I fixed that. |